the weekly
hyperfixations of the week
cowboy belt buckles
1999 kim kardashian
crochet / fishnet shirts
chrome furniture accents
Gerolsteiner sparkling water
vintage victoria secret dresses
protein waffles
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i’m sitting next to eric andre at this coffee shop. his boxers are showing and he’s eaten half of a sugar donut
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i keep looking back at photos, accidentally. but once i start i can’t stop.
i can feel the tears building but i stop myself. not tonight. distraction.
i wish i knew what you were thinking about
right now.
i wonder where you are.
i want to call you but i don’t.
i always want to call you, but i don’t.
i’m learning how to do things alone now
don’t worry.
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it’s a weird feeling to miss someone you just met.
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There’s nothing like getting into a warm bed after being cold. It feels the same way as seeing you after a month apart. I have to get up to make coffee and breakfast. You call a car. The bed will still be warm.


"i always want to call you, but i don't." hit me in chest! i relate so much it's so comforting to know someone else feels like that in this very moment. i relate so much to all of this. it's so raw i love it!